February 8th, 2006
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what wud u do when it seems like nothing can make u feel alright?
piliting ngumiti sa harap nila. kahit di mo makakailang mamatay-matay ka na. hala sige. . .habang nasa klase, sa jeep, naglalakad, nagyoyosi, umiinom, kumakain, pumapalo, sumasayaw, nakikipagkwentuhan. . .magpanggap ka lang. tapos, paguwi mo sa bahay. . .patayin ang ilaw. . .isubsob ang mukha sa paboritong unan at ibuhos ang lahat ng tinago mo jan sa dibdib mo ng buong araw. para kinabukasan. . . makabangon ka pa. at muling harapin ang mundo mong natuto nang sa kanya umikot. . .at patuloy pa ring umiikot sa kanya.
pero hanggang kelan mo makakayanan? hindi mo alam. . .dahil umaasa ka pa rin. umaasa kang maiisip nyang kelangan ka pa nya sa buhay nya. at babalik sya sayo. magiging masaya kayo tulad ng dati. yung pagasang yan ang nagbibigay lakas sayong bumangon araw-araw.
eh pano kung hindi? pano kung nakikita mong masaya na syang hindi ka parte ng mundo nya? ano na gagawin mo? lalayo ka ba at pilit na kakalimutan sya? o jan ka pa rin. . .tuloy lang sa pagmamahal kahit walang kapalit. dahil dun pa lang kuntento ka na, kahit masakit. hanggang sa dumating ang kung sinumang estranghero na handang ibigay at iparamdam sayo yung pagmamahal na binibuhos mo sa kanya, o baka higit pa.
damn, that last part sounds vaguely familiar doesn't it?
is destiny giving up on us? tsk tsk.
por dat. . .kanta na lang muna ko.
space between. . .dave matthews band
You cannot quit me so quickly
Is no hope in you for me
No corner you could squeeze me
But I got all the time for you, love
The Space Between
The tears we cry
Is the laughter keeps us coming back for more
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain
But will I hold you again?
These fickle, fuddled words confuse me
Like 'Will it rain today?'
Waste the hours with talking, talking
These twisted games we're playing
We're strange allies
With warring hearts
What a wild-eyed beast you'll be
The Space Between
The wicked lies we tell
And hope to keep safe from the pain
Will I hold you again?
Will I hold...
Look at us spinning out in
The madness of a roller coaster
You know you went off like a devil
In a church in the middle of a crowded room
All we can do, my love
Is hope we don't take this ship down
The Space Between
Where you're smiling high
Is where you'll find me if I get to go
The Space Between
The bullets in our firefight
Is where I'll be hiding, waiting for you
The rain that falls
Splash in your heart
Ran like sadness down the window into your room
The Space Between
Our wicked lies
Is where we hope to keep safe from pain
Take my hand
'Cause we're walking out of here
Oh, right out of here
Love is all we need, dear
The Space Between
What's wrong and right
Is where you'll find me hiding, waiting for you
The Space Between
Your heart and mine
Is the space we'll fill with time
The Space Between...
